Trusting the Leap

I’m out of control.

I’ve lost sight of control and I think I like it.

I finally feel like I’m going out of my mind.

I welcome it, wished for it, I’m glad of it.

That tight mind betrayed me day after day.

I’m deranged as I rearrange all that is before me.

Running wild, open wide, I’m untamed.

Lungs and skin breathing in the primal scent of Earth,

rivers, lakes, creeks, and streams course through me.

I want to do things.

Unmentionable things and no one can stop me.

I have the audacity to get naked, to strip it all off.

To risk prosecution and gather my good at all cost.

I’m going for it.

What are you gonna do?

I’m acting wild. I’m crazy. I’m insane.

Lock me up.  Shackle me.

Just try to make me behave.

I dare you to lock eyes with me.

I can turn you.  I know I can.

Give me your hand.

I’m jumping.

Are you coming?

What do you have to lose of any worth that can’t be replaced?

Trust yourself.

Take the leap.

Fall deeper into you and all that space.